Whoa, I'm in the mood to blog now so I'll shall blog despite that now is 1.16 am and I'm schooling tmr. So what? haha! Those pictures are taken yesterday when zahirah came my house to do hw. We did one qns and then we went jogging. LOL. I've been really down these days I dun knw why. Maybe things are just happening too fast. It just hurts right when you found out that the person you're loving, are not loving you back? It really does hurts. trust me,I swear it really does. It just feels like the world crashing down towards you. So my advice is dun not love someone with all ur heart cos its really hurts when things like this happens. And I really really don't want to go sch tmr. But its okay, cos there's only one period of maths. And I'm goin sch wif :D.
I was over the edge getting over you then you came and start talking to me. Everything changed. It gave me hopes and then in just minutes, you crashed everything. You said that I made a great friend. Nice one. Friend? Its either nothing at all or we're something. I've told you, I cnt be friends with someone whom I really can't. If you want to find other person, why must you msg me and tell me all that? If making me jealous is what you want like you always do, then go to hell cos its really hurting me. I'm so used to ur stupid dumb tricks. Grow up lar sey. This is suppose to be a new year, so have a new start. Can u just be mature for once and like forget everything plus dun hold grudges. What else do you want from me? isnt everything that happened just enough? Telling those things taught me how to hate you. Seriously. If you're not coming back, then just go far far away from my life. And rest in peace. I knew it this was coming. You're not gonna change aren't you? I thought u were bt I guess I'm wrong. I really loved you but the guy whom I seem to fall in love with just died. You're not him and you will nvr try to be him right? :'(
It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It is for the best I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with her now
I just can't figure it out
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it would be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you
Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand
~A little too not over you~
Farhana! :'(
Labels: Cos its obvious u're not coming back.
