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Farhana.
coming 19.
you know them?
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I seriously hate it, you know. Like suddenly, you get flashbacks about people and it makes you miss them when you shouldn't to. :( Like just staring out my window, looking at the moon. The smell of night wind. It even hurts more when you know, you can't do anything about it.
And I hope, someday he will realise that rather than me expecting too much and ended getting hurt in the end.
Yes, I FREAKING WANT TO GO BACK TO MY CHEMISTRY, ECONOMIC AND MATHS PAPER AND FINISH UP ALL THOSE THINGS THAT I'VE LEARNT SO FREAKING HARD BUT ENDED DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO DO IT. TODAY, MARKED THE FIRST MATH PAPER THAT I'M GOING TO FAIL. :( :( :( you don't know how sad I am, I love maths but the paper is damn hard to solve ah. I feel like a dumbass doing the paper ah cause i barely know how to do the qns. I just feel like screaming my lungs out on how hard the paper is. Gosh, I'll get over this only after a long time. Time to wake, farhana. your studies are falling apart when it shouldn't. I freaking need to get this right. i need to get promoted desperately. I don't want to retain. :( i don't want to go through another year of jc life lah please. :( NOOOOO, PPPEEEEEEEE and everything else makes my life feel so sad and deprived. :( :(