Since the first day you sms me, till now I'll still remember them cause they are the reasons why my tears always change into smiles. My screams are always changed into laughter. I can't imagine my life without you. But still, I know not everyone stay in your life forever and I may get hurt in the future if you're gone. There's billion of guys who would break girls heart and leave them. Well, I hope you don't. Be one of the billion that won't kay, awak. :) That's what i pray for every single day.
Yesterday was quite an horrible night for me but still, i had fun with my girlfriends. Thanks to people who ruined it. Well, its going to be one of the worst nights in my life. But i know I'll be okay soon. Well, things happened for a reason, making you realise the true facts in life. Thanks to the people around me who made me stronger. Who made me realise that even thinking about it is not worth it.
When that happened to you, you'll realised that you're going crazy over someone literally. I've never smiled so much until someone came into my life. Just reading his smses when I've already read it over and over again has made me smile. Really. :) Awak, I'm going to miss you so much when you're gone for your camp. This would be our first obstacle to go through together. Even not seeing you for a day can make me go crazy. I don't know how it would be for three weeks. Really. I'll miss everything about you. My phone will be lonely by its own. I would have to go through my toughest days on my own. Without you turning it all the way round. I really want to send you there but yeah, I can't. :'( Sorry awak for everything.
I'll be with you, to get you through the day and make everything okay. :)