I think now I know why I really hate sec sch life, cause it thought me the true meaning of life. Everything is unfair. Life sucks in some ways or the other.
To my dear sharifa:
I've nvr claimed myself as an angel, sharifa. I know you're better than me in so many other ways so yar, i admit that I have my weaknesses too that made me lose you. And I do make mistakes which led to the unfortunate events of my life. If I could turn back time, I would treasure my moments with you and maisarah. For sure, whatever we said like centuries ago which we ourselves forgotten, was nvr meant for you both. But we can't avoid things from happening right? I believed that things happened for a reason. I've nvr posted anything bad abt you in my blog, I swear. You were once the person who I relied on. But I glad that you found others who really cared and replace. I just hope they don't bring you down like how I did. I'm not regretting anything that happened. I'm just disappointed. But I think we both have to to be selfish now, I'm sorry but me and the others are putting our studies as a top priority just like you. I'm sure I'm going to miss those moments. But thats life, shit happens. We are forced to do stuffs that we don't want to and move on which is a painful process. People start to realised stuffs that change their life. Afterall, we're still friends if you still assume we are. And I promise this would be the last time, I'll be talking about this. I hope that post on ur tumblr would be last about us when you promise me yesterday our convo would be the last. I don't want people to have a bad impression on us when we didn't brought anything up. Just put the blame on us, we are willing to accept even though we don't knw what we exactly said. We're sorry for being a suck-ish friend and we love you both still.
Ouh yar, I spent my youth day by celebrating zahirah's birthday with Ridzuan and Epah. Watched movie, went to national museum of Singapore. So I can say it was awessommee. :)
Okay, I'm off to do my karangan. :P
Farhana! :D
