
You didn't miss me like how I do. Sometimes when you asked me what's wrong, I was hoping you would understand and be there like how I want to be there for you. But you just won't. You rather be there for someone else. Its ironic when even the glimpse of you in sch, could make smile like you always do. It has always been like I'm going back to square one. Why wouldn't people understand the real situation. Its not like what it seems. Everybody has every right to talk to anyone they want. I knw people are concern that I would be sad or whatever again. This time I won't. What I know for now, it doesn't make me sad. Maybe the people close to me would know my real feelings. But others, we cnt stop them from talking right? O'lvl is coming and that would be my concern. Not this stuffs.
Yay, tmr is the last paper for mid-year. I really can't wait for it to be over. A.maths paper was just horrible. Seriously. Both paper 1 and paper 2. I even thought whether I should drop that subject while doing the paper. :( But, it open many routes after o'lvl. Tmr is science P3. MCQ! :D I really don't want to get bck all my papers. Seriously. It would make me sad. Wait, shouldn't I be studying now? :O hahaha!
"Sometimes it better to not knw the truth cause you knw it hurts."
Farhana! :D