Hey I really do miss you. :( But there's nothing I can do abt it right? I promised myself not to get affected by it but it really did. Seeing your actions just make me so sad. I'm tired of giving you hints when you know the truth. Now I don't know what to be without you around. I miss everything about you nw. Seriously. The smile that could really make me go crazy.
Booo, change topic. Mt o-lvl is just 3 days away! i'm so scared lar, seriously. :( I just realised that I have not been eating rice for three consecutive days! hahaha! i'm lack of carbohydrates now. :P I'm so freaking bored at home and I don't want to go out. Get it? I don't. :P well, i've changed my blog song. :P I find it very meaningful.
Breathe-taylor swift :D
I see your face in my mind as I drive away
(please get out of it cos it hurts)
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
(neither do I thought that I want to end it this way)
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
(you changed your mind and thats the end)
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
(after all we've been through? You left.)
Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
(you're the tragedy that always bring me down)
Now I don't know what to be without you around
(you promised to be there and you broke it)
And we know it's never simple, never easy
(I thought we were taking that risk together)
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
(you left me here alone and there's no one else)
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand
(I thought I knew you but you proved me wrong)
And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
(you leave me with no choice bt to move on)
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
(It was nvr my intention for this to happen)
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
(I thought I could ovrcome ur ego, I was wrong)
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
(It will nvr work no matter how hard we try)
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out
(nothing I'll say will make you change ur mind)
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
(You promised to be my special friend and you left.)
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
(I've told you, I've nvr wanted this)
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me
I'm sorry once again for everything that has happened.
Farhana! :)
Labels: seeing your face and my mind is a drive away. :P
