Well people as you can see its my husband up there! :D Freaks has been going after her. Well, all I can say BACK OFF! I'm the only one for her okay? We both has met our true love :P so people back off. Don't seduce my husband cn? She's loyal okay? So you're just wasting you bloody time. Though we tend to talk abt disgusting things when we meet. Its fun! I guess we are just very comfortable with each other already. Haha! I'm so gonna meet her soon. :D She hates algebra :'(
*whispers* "I think she's deciding to be straight just like Farlyanna" :(
I meeting her on wed though, we're gonna watch movie at my house! :D:D Kalau jadi.
Booooo! Don't Waste your time cos I love Carlyna! :D
I watched bruce almighty yesterday. Even though it was a funny story, I cried. Maybe cos of the last part where Bruce wanted Grace back so badly. And he prayed to god and his prayers were fulfilled. I've always wondered why aren't my prayers fulfilled. Every minute every second, I've prayed that you would come bck to my life. But it was nvr answered. Three months has passed and you're still missing. I've been hurt too many people becos of this. But I choose to jus wait. Where are you now when you promised to go through ups and downs wif me. You are nt even beside me right now when you promised to be by me forever. Well, that what they say teenage love affair. I took those words and a sensible person who didnt expect to be trick. You came and leave without words. Yeah, maybe school, friends and parent are all disagring wif this. But you've shown me that you're a total coward. Seriously, you really left when you promised you won't. So i guess now, I'll just pray that I could let those feelings go and it will vanish through me sooner or later. Others deserve a chance too? I just don't want to think abt this bullshit stuff anymore. If having you back means to be controlled, hurt, scold vulgarities everyday and my freedom taken away, I'll guess I btr let it go. I love you TOO much. You're always be in my heart. Trust me, it kills. I swear. I can't live without you. Maybe he was right, I should let those feelings go. You're the only thing that I didn't get when I always get what I want. I had you and took you for granted. But seriously, if having each other in our lifes back will take away all those happiness we are having now, I rather let it go though I love you. Promises? It means nothing to you isnt it? I have hurt him, him, him , him and him becos of you. So be thankful. Sometimes I'm glad that they're moving on, but I somehow felt lost cos those result are caused of you. And I may losing a good guy becos of you. You've nvr said that you're gonna come bck so since you're having so much fun out there, I better let it be. Ily still, goodbye.
Tell me all of your hopes,
all of your dreams
I want to take you there
Tell me everything
Every breath, I want you to know I'll be there
There's just one more thing,
One request
I want you to take me with you
I dun know why is he acting cold to me. By the comment on your tagboard, I can really see he really wants to move on. Maybe thats the best for him. I dun knw whether you're reading this but I just wanna say I do appreciate that goodnite msg.
Booo! You people don't need to strain ur eyes to read those cos it unrelevant to any worthful eyes. :D If you're eyes are unworthful, then go ahead and read. Trust me, you won't understand. *evil laughs*
Farhana! :D
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