I put that title cos I like the song! Its by secondhand serenade. haha! But it somehow has relation ar cos I always wonder why people have to always come and leave. I'm so sick of it. Seriously. But I dunno why I dun give it a damn abt it. Hopegiver, chancetaker. Thats what you are. :D I'm tired of hoping things that will nvr come true. SO tired. Seriously. Three months of suffering and still am. I'm going through these things slowly but I doubt when its gonna be over. I've been hurting a lot of people cos I keep hold onto unnecessary feelings? I'm tired of thinking whether things can be better or not. How i wish feelings has its off and on button. That would be like so fun! Weekends could be quite boring sometimes. I'm like forced to spend time wif fira nowadays. She just bought a toy hp and this wht she said.
Fira: nana! see I have hp like you nw!
Me: Ouh really? i wanna see cn?
Fira: Cannot, my prepaid finish already.
Me: -.-
But then there this girl ar. Hmmm, whats her name ar? Ouh, I call her nenek ar! But babies and toddlers may call her 'nenek nisa'. hahaha! As you cn see from the friendster till blog, we've been flooding each other. Takde kerje katekn. She hates vanilla and like wwe? weird kn! haha! This girl is really really crazy. trust me. She even posted our whole conversation that lasted for 5 hours at her blog. How long is that right? This fun crazy girl. And now without vain, we're still chatting. LOL. She cant even stick to one blogskin just like my dear sabrina! I miss sabrina a lot. Hopefully her eye is getting well though. I accompanied her to the clinic that time. :D Ily.
This people is being missed by me like hell:
Farlyanna-though i just met her!, Carlyna- She went to bali! :(, Umairah- I dunno where she goes, Zahirah-though just smsed her, Sabrina- though i jus met her like a day ago?, Nadhirah-though we talk otp everyday, Superkyla- though i jus talked to her, Syahilah- though we just chat yesterday!, Haidhar- though i'm talking to him right now by friendster, Razis- Speechless.
hahaha!Now you want to be freeSo I'm letting you flyCause I know in my heartOur love will never dieFarhana! :D
Labels: I'll wake up alone., If you leave me tonight
