So tonight post, goes solely to the most wonderful guy on Earth, Abdul qayyum bin Mohamed Eunos since I can't sleep. I'm really happy with qayyum. Thinking about him just bring a smile on my face. Our relationship is almost perfect. I love our dates. Despite being together for a year, leaving was never an option. I can't imagine living without qayyum. How we spice up our relationship each time we meet, how we discover new ways to please each and especially, how we learn to love each other more each day, it's just wonderful and magical. He's the most patient guy I've ever met. Not even once, he has raised his voice to me even how mad he is. Except for this one time when he hung up on me -.-
Last Saturday, we celebrated our anniversary. Haha, funny. The picnic spot we choose was visited by swans, we were attacked by mosquito, watched movie in the sun and got lost in the garden for an hour. Sounds bad right? But I had fun really. I realized that even how bad things are, as long as qayyum by my side, everything seems okay. I can be trapped in a deserted island or something, but please bring me qayyum. He even make me an anniversary card. It's really really sweet. I love it a lot. ☺☺☺
Abang keep sending me pictures of someone today. And suddenly it got me thinking, if I'm given a chance to go to the day where maybe I could work things out with him, would I? No I wouldn't. I wouldn't want to go back to the life I used to had. Why should I? I found the guy I've always wanted. Qayyum treat me 100 times better. And I'll show you why.
-he doesn't talk to girls.
-he doesn't have social networks
-his attention is all mine.
-he's always there for me.
I bet all girlfriends are dying for these traits to be in theirs. Well, too bad. He is all mine. We watched les miserable today and qayyum was just annoyed throughout the movie cause there wasn't any real dialog. It's purely musical. But I love the movie. Cried towards the ending. Qayyum didn't feel a thing. I'm dating a robot -.- but he loves me. I know cause I can feel it. Especially when he say, "sayang, I sayang you tau. Really really sayang you"
I know even if this doesn't last, I will never ever love any other guy as much as I love him. :) there will be too much memories to erase. Cause he's the one who finally took the pain away that I've been feeling for years. The one who managed to take all those painful memories away that happened during sec sch. The one who managed to stop the nightmares that I get every single night since I graduated.
Love you, Abdul Qayyum. 😘
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