So, I've been reading all the past blog posts and its all about my relationship with Aidil. Things that I've actually forgot long time ago.. Well, a year has passed and things are really different now. I'm with qayyum now. And we have been together for almost a year now. I can go on and blog about how wonderful my life is now with him and all that. But I won't. Cause we have our own tumblr to do that. And reading my old blog posts, I posted how wonderful my relationship all with Aidil but in the end, it all ended. I've never regretted the decision I've made cause I know it was the best for both of us. He definitely deserve better and I've found perfection in qayyum. Qayyum is just so wonderful.
I doubt that anyone still reads this blog so I find it safe to post anything here as if its private. It's 2.55am now and I'm still wide awake cause of this stupid high fever and nausea. I hate being sick. Especially on my date with qayyum since he is only free on weekends. It totally sucks. I was sick a week before alevel too. Alevel.. Haha, shall not talk about it. Qayyum birthday is coming in week, followed by our anniversary and my birthday. Talking about my birthday, I'm kind of envy of those who has more than one birthday celebration surprises. The last time I had that was sec 4. I miss getting that attention from people. I miss being significant in people life. It's like everyone is so free for each other but they're so busy for me. Since I entered AJC, my life has changed tremendously. All the attention that I used to get, is just gone. People say absence makes the heart grow fonder. Well, in my case, it's more like distance and absence makes people forget me instead of missing me.
Farhana! ;)
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