These pictures are taken from my tumblr. Not that I don't want to have long post there, its just that I don't want my long post to be on anyone timeline. "you'll never understand, till it happens to you" I guess, its true to some extent. For someone who went through it short term and gain what they want after awhile, they will also tend to appreciate what they have short term too. And after that, take everything for granted. I think it works best, it happen to you for a longer period. Distancing for a longer period. Cause then, after you got close back together, then I hope you'll tend to appreciate my presence more? Or maybe just like everyone else, you'll just forget me. But hey, that's life. You can't stop it repeating the same old pattern all over again. And you'll just have to face it again. I don't understand what i'm feeling and I don't wish to. I have yet start on my lessons presentation slides. I really have to start on it right away. Without Microsoft powerpoint, I'm doomed actually. But that's okay. Cause when there's a will, there's a way.