Im afraid of the future, of whats going to happen between us. Where this will go. Whether I make the right decisions. Whether my retest would be okay for me. I don't know. I'm extremely scared for the answer. Really scared. :( and the past hurts so much when it scares me too thinking of it. And the only person I can turn to is God. I hope he can give me his guidance for me to make the right decisions. I hope so :(
Someone who always remind me to take my medicine, to watch out what I eat and someone whom always remind me don't sleep too late or else I'm going to have bad sleeping habits. Someone whom take good care of me when i'm sick if we go out. When I thought I was living a normal lifestyle. The worse part is "that someone" is gone.
And I'm still waiting for that guy who will make me realise that. :)
Your cute smile with dimples. Ahhhhhhhhhh. :D That smile that never fails to make me melt. :D
