Like now, Aidil haven't text, call or making any communications with me for like 6 hours and I just feel lost. Seriously. Called his home no, and he has gone to madrasah, not even texting me! -.- fine, i shall get used to this.
I feel like doing this everytime when I heard girl's laughter around him when i call him in school or when I saw girl asking about him in fb-.- shucks, its the ouch feeling. hahaha!
This especially goes to Aidil who keep asking why I'm quiet after he has irritated me so much. Okay awak? get it now why I do that? Or i just keep quiet cause I don't want to entertain you. hahaha! But something about guys, they don't get it. they will just irritate you again and again until you respond. -.-
well, this is obviously true lah, when a girl is heart broken, there is always a guy who mend it for her but it is just a matter of time, chance and opportunity.

Especially when they don't text you. :( But basically, you do this when you miss that certain someone. :( Sometimes, tears start to rolled down your cheek, knowing how nice things used to be and sometimes, it make you smile, seeing all those nice and sweet messages. :)
I have tonnes of work to do. Like really a lot of them ah. :( it quite sad actually, seeing how my life is turning to be for these two years. I just failed my chem by two marks. And i was feeling damn devastated. Seriously. AHHHHHH, so sad. :( seriously. okay,. i'm off to do all those nasty projects and siaping to go out with family later.
Farhana -.-