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Farhana.
coming 19.
you know them?
plugged in
And no matter what it is, i'll stay cause I love you despite of everything that is happening. If i can be so sure that i'll be faithful to one person despite he's not there for the time being, i don't understand why people who have their special companions by their side all the time, can't be faithful to their girlfriend or boyfriend. Seriously, what's so hard to be loyal to one? Is it a must for some people to have multiple contacts messaging you every single day in a special way? Seriously. Wake up. When you lose him or her, then you'll regret. But i bet this kind of people, will never learn their lesson despite of the numerous times they got left. You want to know why? Cause they always had other guys or girls around them until they don't know how to differentiate the good and bad ones. Confusing sngt agaknyer. Too many guys or girls to judge. So what if you received attention from other guys or girls when you're partner himself or herself doesn't give you their attention. Then treat your partners right, make them feel special so they'll appreciate you. But instead, some people just chose to follow their ego. Illogical people. 
I received less than 20 smses from him now per day, talked for less than 2 hours per day, met him for twice a week and yet, I don't seek attention from any other guy. He is the only guy I longed to sms, call and meet cause I find one is enough. You want to know why? Cause I'm sure I love him very much and only him. And I'm sure of it despite of his absence now. Those memories that we spent together are enough to last me for the rest of the time when he's not around. Even spending 30 mins with him, I would greatly appreciate it already. He is the only guy whom I reply his smses, besides papa of course. So tell me now, what's so hard to be faithful? Have these people thought of how hurt will their partner feel if they found out that their gf or bf are not faithful to them? Well, I felt it before many times and the worst thing is its from the same guy and yet, he's not changing. And trust me, he's the not the only one who is like that. The feeling really sucks so yar, spend a thought? :D
Its a nice feeling when you see a lot of love quotes and it reminds you of the same person. And then you smile to yourself with the picture of him in your mind. 
Awak, I miss you so much right now. :( If I could teleport, the first place I will go is wherever you are now. :( Can't wait for this thing to end. Seriously. But don't worry, I'll still give my fullest support for your passion. We'll go through it together. 2 weeks to go. Have you ever miss someone so much until you just hug your pillow and cried so hard? Well, I did.