^If you love something, let it free. If it comes back, its forever yours. If its doesn't, it never was.
Basically today is my suckest day ever. I just realised that I'm losing everything. However, congrats to two of my best friends who got to be exco even though I knw that they would have that much time with me after this. But i'm sure they deserves it more than anyone else does. It jus sucks when you're knwing that you're gonna be left. Sec 3 life is just taking everything I had. Maybe whatever that I fear most is gonna happen. I dun knw what else to do and what else to think about. All that I could count is on my pathetic studies. Why is everyone getting what they desire when I'm here losing everything? But I guess its okay, cos at least they are happy. Life is so superbly unfair. Well, I just have to learn to accept failure after this. I feel like a loser, a major one. Or maybe I am one. I wanna go far far away from here when I can run from all this things thats bothering me but I can't right? and that sucks.
Cos the minute I heard that news, I knew it that today I'm gonna officially lose you forever. Yar, trust me and I bet its true. Losing my friends to you and losing your attention too. Cos i knw after this, I can't face them knowing the fact that you're gonna be close with them. Dun wry, cos all those hopes are crushed. YOU crushed it. I dun evn wanna knw and care whether I'm ever going to be happy again cos I dun knw what to do anymore. So I officially declare myself as one pathetic and useless person.
Farhana
^If you love something, let it free. If it comes back, its forever yours. If its doesn't, it never was.