Far-Hai-Ra!
If you dunno what the meaning of the title, Its my name, shuhaidah's name and dora's name combined. They came over my house on friday. We had a small movie marathon with long john silvers! :D Well, since they both wanted those crazy photos we took, I might as well post it right here. hahahaha! dun be discourage after you saw the photos. :) I miss them too. :(
Hey, Its not my intention to ignore you. I really felt bad caused of it. I just dun want to give you those wrong ideas that we will confirm be together. I dun evn know whether i could feel in love again. Its just hard. My heart still pumps like hell whenever I see him. Do you want be with someone who is heels over her ex? I'm sure you don't. That's what I've been doing. Well, You have her and her so I guess they deserve you more than I do. I'm starting to love you but I'm loving him like hell still. I'm so so sorry to this two guys who I've been hurting. One, I've ruined his birthday and another one I keep making his days miserable. I jus dun that to continue. You both deserve a better life than this. Mmmmm deserve someone better too. :) so, really, I'm can't be in any relationships. So sorry.
And this goes for my hopes. Whoa, good job moving on. Seriously. I' feel like i'm having a almost perfect life. I have a superb family, great friends and a wonderful life that anyone could wish for. But I know there's something missing and that thing is you. Without you, I felt empty and meaningless. Well, I know you are where you want to be even though its not with me, I'm wishing you for the best of luck to find back your happiness. I'm happy as long you are. :)
Booooo! You don't need to strain once again and read those. If you dun treasure your eyes and you eyes are ugly as a pig, then go ahead. :P
But i cant move on
Cause that makes forgetting everything we've had
Instead i keep coming, i keep running back
Cause i keep forgetting you treat me so bad
So i keep running back
Farhana! :)
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